i’m so tired of myself

I want to run away.

I wish I had it in me.

People expect too much from me, I can’t handle the weight of the world constantly being on my shoulders. I am only human and I can only take so much. My life could pretty much go anywhere at this point and the uncertainty of everything scares the living shit out of me. I am always alone now, being done with school and everything. That only makes things harder because I barely have anyone I can vent to about all of this. I love my family, I love my friends, I love everyone in my life and I appreciate them so much, but I need some time for myself to find happiness again. As of now, I feel like there is absolutely no purpose in my life. Until now, I was a student and a friend to many, but graduating took all of that away from me. Right now I am merely a waste of space with a shitty outlook on everything.